I’m shocked! Pija seems
everywhere. She walked here and there. The truth was, Pija aggressively looking
for gloomy spot. She wanted to place her babies at the safe place in hurry. I just
let her doing so.
My neighbour son told me that
two of her three babies were died. We identified that the bleeding scars on their
neck and head respectively were bitten by something. Looking forward to it, we
suspected that the male cats might be bitten them. But the sorrowing Pija could
not noticed that.
I placed the dead bodies on a
basket first to be buried at the backyard. Pija took their two babies in the
box back to make sure all their three babies were save. I talked to her. I don’t
know whether she could understand me or not in this situation. She started to
move the babies one by one in my house. I have a work to do first. So, I didn’t
notice she want to place her baby in mom’s closet. It is a bit opened up. So
easy for her to fit in.
The one that still alive was
not moving. I felt its body. It was stiff. I have no idea why. maybe Pija moved it frequently as it was a newly born. All of them died. My tears poured
down as I can’t control my emotions. Pija was in her way transferring its
second baby. Ayah took all her babies then to be buried as soon as possible
since Pija was in postpartum depression (meroyan). I don’t know this word can
be used for animal or not. hee
She didn’t realized that her
babies were gone. She made noise when seen ayah managed all the dead babies. She’s
meow-ing non stop when looking for her babies nowhere. She came to me seems she
desperately needed a help to find her babies. I cried as much as I do. I can
see her tears on the lower eyelid.
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This was the situation when our
mum gave birth, breast- feeding us, give the best she could do for her second
life. The love is too priceless.
By the way, the baby dumping
issue is the hardest to pin down yet the problem is getting worst day by day. I
don’t want to hurt one side. We lose easily in dealing with lust. But, the
community is the worst part after all. Stop judging people like u are an angel. The misconception in our intention to preaching someone to good turn over when u act prejudice and
keep bashing those who want to change. This kind of perspective definitely kill
us. The ignorant people is the one who consider they doing good enough, however
they actually don’t.
Day by day, Pija can accept the
truth that her babies safely in heaven. At first, her emotion was unpredictable.
She acted harsh, stratched and bitten us. Her nipples getting swollen since her
babies didn’t had chance to draw her breast milk. Later, she act normally but she
just love being pampered. I sleep, she sleep next to me. But she's the first cat
that I ever seen acting ‘tak sopan’. When she sleep, she pose different with funny
style. So bad huh.
Alhamdulillah, many lesson I learn
through Pija itself. The one of beauty existence really made my day. She is
hired as a house keeper when everyone is not home. No wonder, having a pet can
be a therapy for soul since their cuteness can reduce stress and anxiety.
In fact, the calming effect of
owning a cat triggers the release of oxytocin, the hormone known for inducing
feelings of love and trust. People going through difficult times of grief or
mourning indicate that talking to their pet helps work out their feelings, since
it is often easier to talk to something that won’t respond and can’t judge than
to another human being.
Last but not lease, thank you
for reading and hopefully we get something from the post. tata
